Bobbing for Apples

Yesterday's Food:

• TJ's crustless bacon & feta cheese quiche (so good!)
• Snicker's ice cream bar
• 4 small slices of pizza (veggie, bbq chicken, and 2 pepperoni), 2 small breadsticks, linguine with Alfredo sauce, garlic green beans, 5 little beef & pork meatballs in marinara, 2 big spinach & ricotta raviolis, and 1 little sprout of broccoli with garlic butter (it wasn't that good so I didn't eat the rest) at Tomato Cafe
• 1 packet of Premium gold crackers from Dion's
• TJ's chocolate souffle
• Most of a bag of Cheetos

So we went and saw the in-law's yesterday and talked about their trip and everything, and then we went shopping around at thrift stores just for fun and found a puzzle for $2! Then we went and looked around at Burlington for a bit before we decided we were hungry and went to Tomato Cafe. It's an all-you-can-eat Italian buffet and all of the food is so good... It's a dangerous place, let me tell you. I obviously ate way too much, but since that was like my only meal of the day, it's ok... right? I'm going to work very hard on getting to Intuitive Eating this week, so hopefully that will make up for it. And hopefully it won't take me long to drop those 4 pounds I gained and get back to the range I'd been maintaining at. I know 175-176 is still pretty heavy, but I was happy to be maintaining so I'd like to get back to that.

I think part of why I started to freak out a little was because I kept telling myself, "You have to start eating healthy foods, you have the eating style down, now just eat healthy!" and it started to feel like a diet, so I think I was starting to rebel. I think I tried to push myself too hard too soon. I'm just going to work on getting back to a healthy eating style for now before I start to push myself on nutrition for a while.

That's all I have time for right now, I have a job interview!! Wish me luck, and pray for me, and whatever else might help!